i'll miss dis meal....!!!!!

how i celebrate my mooncake festival?
i din eat with my family cox my dad was on a trip 2 vietnam n my bro go PAK TO wif her gf....
but it's ok... cox i had a very nice dinner wif my mum n her frens...
v used 1 n a half hour 2 reach there(selayang), half an hour 2 choose fresh n still living seafood,1 hour 2 wait 2 d dishes(damn long de....),1 hour 2 eat n 1 hour for driving home....

dat means...... 5 hours for a dinner!!!!! lol....

but anyway, i din regret at all.... although im suppose 2 study bio dat night, but if let me choose again, i will still go.... cox, d seafood is damn fresh laaa!!!!! best!!!!


ok, 1st, small abalone~~!!!












look delicious right? actually reali not bad la...



ok, my 2nd favourite... d most expensive 1....
ALASKA CRAB!!!!!















d meat was so sweet n fresh!! omg.... nice.... should try dis once in ur lifetym...LOL



OK....... MY FAVOURITE,FAVOURITE... REALI FAVOURITE....

i was 6 wen i 1st ate dis.... i was in australia.... dey catch from d sea n straight away let us eat...
no nid cook or wat..... jz add some lime if u wan.....
after dat day, IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WIF IT!!! oh god... it's so nice....

dang dang dang dang..... it's........ OYSTER!!!!!!












d oyster was so fresh!!!! wen i put d whole oyster in my mouth, my body became... i dunno how 2 explain.... d feeling of 'AHHHH......', n take a deep breath? exactly d feeling!!!!
so damn nice until i almost forgot there r 2 aunties sitting infront of me...lol....
so fresh dat u cn still taste d sea.... n it's quite big.... longer den my finger...
my mouth was fulll wen i put it in.... LOL....
ahhhhhh..... u guys should jz try FRESH OYSTER... i mean reali fresh...
dose oyster in restaurant usually not dat nice... some even u should jz throw it...


ANYWAY, here i am 2 announce...................................

OYSTER is back 2 d 1st place in my favourite food list.... LOL.....

My BiRthDay.... FEW MONTHS AGO....

LOL....
i jz wanna thank all my frens hu celebrated my birthday with me....
well, i noe dis is way too late as my birthday was 20th of may... LOL....

anyway, i was so so so so happy on dat day....
i sang 4 tyms birthday song dat day... LOL
1st, my bsmm frens n juniors... (although it was a bit swt..)
2nd n 3rd tym were wif my classmates... LOL
my fren brian started d song after my malay oral... totally freak me out...
I WAS LIK, WAT??!! SHHH... (in my heart la...dun feel lik screaming in front of pn phang)
d last birthday song was wif my family... SO SWEET!!!
oh man, v ate d best dinner in ITALLIANESE!!
d food was DELICIOUS, d feel was GREAT... n most importantly i was wif my family...
dat night was so.... WARM....
(as in... i can feel d love... LOL.... although dey jz dun lik 2 show it too much)

n... d presents were great too... i love dem...
LOTS OF CHOCOLATES from my f5 bsmm frens...
(wanted 2 take a pic of it, but din manage 2 tahan until i reach home... LOL)
pencil case from my girls in s7.....
bottle from my LAO GONG- miaw fen.....
d spoiled keychain from weil shern... (oops... sorry)
d seeds from js.... (n dis proved dat im really dumb in planting...)
n an ang pao from tan wei chun.... (lol..... d funniest persent of all!!!!)

CONCLUSION.... i LOVE my birthday dis year!!
n next year, im 18...
my birthday wish is..... WATCH WATEVA 18PL MOVIE WIF MY FRENS!!!!
lol.... cox im damn not shuang y all d nice movie r 18pl...
so next year if d person dare 2 ask how old am i, i will show him my ic n say...
CAN U C DIS??!!! IM 18 2DAY!!!!!

回到属于自己的地方了…

落叶停在大地…
大浪找到了海岸…
太阳在山谷间消失…

而我，找到了他… ＝）

我没哭…是因为我真的哭不出来…

（迟了一个星期的POST，PAISEH…）

我没哭…是因为我真的哭不出来…
在那天之前，我一直以为我会忍不住，哭出来…
可是，出乎意料的是，我哭不出…

曾经以为，我没想象中的感性。又或许，我并不是这么地舍不得。
可是，回家想想后，发现，其实也不是这样的。
还记得，那天的我是从头笑到尾。
眼前看到的只有JUNIORS的努力和关心，而心里是无尽的感动。
那种感觉，是无法想象的。
从来没想过他们也会感激我们。

我只是想说，可能你们会以为我们没感觉，不过我相信他们的心里深深深深处都有一丝丝的感动。他们没发觉到而已吧！

也没什么特别…

27 JULY 2009， 有什么特别？

没什么啊。也不就是一个星期一LO…
一个又有周会的星期一吧。
一个SIEN 到让人想大睡的星期一。
可能会有ENGLISH ORAL 吧。
ERM，早上去个热闹点的地方LO…
不用在快步走去BSMM ROOM…
或许也不用再烦有什么事还没做。
下课不用再狼吞虎咽，可以慢条斯理地吃了。
也没有理由留校了。
放下了NAIB的身份，或许可以更轻松吧。

其实，也没什么特别啦。也不过只是个星期一。

接受

这个世界，每个人的性格和想法都不同。偶尔产生磨檫也是理所当然的。

我们不需要喜欢每个人，可是我个人认为，我们应该接受他们。
接受并不代表赞同，只是放开愤怒的方法之一。

当然，这道理只是环绕在“意见不合”的情况下。
如果那人是错的话，什么大道理也不能维护他。

或许，这不只是或许而已…

或许，他只忙着为她庆祝生日。

或许我是不重要的…

或许…他只把我当成笑话……

正火着…

废话，废话一大片！！！！
真的很想站在你前面大骂！！
什么鬼烂东西…！！！
我告诉你，给我滚开！！！！！！！
§×％￥§＄￥＄（×￥〔ק）§（〕§＄％￥＃＄％￥＃￥×）￥×

CONCLUSION：你这个死笨蛋！

我想对全校的JUNIORS说…

人生就是这样…
总会有做得不够好的时候。
谁不想把手上的事好好地完成？谁不想做得比长辈好？（家长也好，SENIOR也好）
心里想着：到时，我肯定做得比他好！
谁没有想过？我，是肯定有想过…
或许我是个失败的例子。不过我倒觉得我做的不错。可以更好，不过至少以后不会遗憾。
我听到不少JUNIORS“反”AJK的事情。甚至有个团体幼稚到，连最后一个月还在反。
拜托！与其浪费时间讨论他们的失败，不如想想如何达到成功！
难道那一个月你也不肯让你的SENIOR 好好过吗？

他们不能让你满意，不是他们的错。他们只是做得不够好。
什么叫做错？如果他放下所有事情，把你们的社团丢进火海，这才是错！！

是，我也曾经是JUNIOR。我也曾经渴望SENIOR的关心与支持。
对于每个细节，我都放在心上。
我只是想说，你们又可否想过我们也需要支持？
曾经，就有一位SENIOR告诉我，他们需要我们的支持。那时，我领悟的“支持”很表面。
如今我才知道，那“支持”的真正意义和它带来的魔力。
其实我相信，SENIORS 要求JUNIORS的支持，是有点过分。毕竟我们站出来就应该坚强。
我不怪那些渴望关心的JUNIORS，毕竟人是自私的。
在人们最深的那一层，人们只希望从别人得到关心，甚至是好处。

当然，可能有人也会做到一位好领袖。
我只想提醒那些想反AJK的人，在你说别人的不足前，先想想你是不是真的可以好过他？
在你EXTREMELY不满他前，我想奉劝你一句。你以后很有可能会后悔你当初如此的反叛。
不是因为他做的比你好，是你知道，你已经伤害了他的心。在他承受莫大的压力时，你没有帮他，反而狠狠得往他踏了一脚。


*我不是因为自己的JUNIOR反自己而写了这些。我知道他们没有。至少我没看到。只是想在临走前，表达一下我对“JUNIORS对SENIORS不满”的意见。
再次，我想对我FORM 4 的JUNIORS 说，加油！我本身认为你们可以做得很好。

原来我很想念那首歌…

今天，我终于鼓起勇气，再次听回那首对我很重要的歌…一首我曾经深爱的歌。可是前阵子，我发现我真的把那首歌给遗忘了…

刚才在我最伤心的时候，我不知道我还能找谁。
我想起了那一幕。
我不应该只是傻笑。或许，那时我应该给些反应。就因为那无聊的傻笑，造成了如今小小的遗憾。

我以为我知道我不再听那首歌的理由。但是，我现在却怀疑我是不是还不敢面对那人、事。物。可能我是为了那曾经的不珍惜而遗憾。
那天，看见它，我的心紧得差点让我窒息。当朋友问我什么事时，我真的不知道。
我想我现在知道了。


或许你会看到一头雾水。我想看得明白的人或许都不会看到这一大篇的废话。
还有，如果你有一丁点的担心的话，我没事。 ＝）

anyway, thank you for reading this too...

Super Sweet~~

2day, i watched a very sweet movie at HBO...
dun reali rmb d title... it's something " a boy girl thing"....
anyway, in d movie, d nerd girl hates d popular guy a lot...
dey always fight... n 1 day.. deir soul swtiched...
den, dey try 2 ruin each other's life by doing stg bad...
bt at last, dey both noe each other betta n.... dey fall in love....

well, dis may sounds LAO TU 2 u....
bt 2 me... it's damn sweet.....
at almost d end of d story, wen dey look into each other's eyes...
ok... SO SWEET~~~
(if no kissing i oso would think it's sweet lo....)

btw, dis is y i lik 2 watch tv...
i could find a perfect life in there...
find a perfect 'bf'... (im still normal.... i think so)
n i could dream for anithing i wan n forget abt my probs during d period... =)

p.s : im still aware dat tv n dis world r totally diff... dun worry... it's jz 1 of my way 2 let myself relax.... =)

lets talk abt guys....

sudenly i think d male characters in d drama r super man~ lol
not sure whether dey exist in dis real world...
but i still think... DEY R SUPER MAN...

well, which type of person dat i think he is MAN?
1) he must b responsible
2) he will always improve himself n achieve a higher aim
3) he will neva PO MA lik a women or slow motion lik a turtle
4) he will b there 2 comfort his gf wen she's in trouble( n oso solve d prob if he's able 2 do so)
5)he must b romantic at any place, anytime n not oni wen d girl request
6)he cn always make his gf smile or LOL

* if all dese match wif a MAN look, BINGO!

OK~~ dream's over~~
anyway, dis is jz wat i think... =)

a special day.... =)

my frens n i had a celebration party.... for d camp v organized(bsmm)...

we (form 5 girls) went shopping in pasar n IOI mall for d dinner...

n v even tried on some sun glasses!! (luckily d manager din halau us out) LOL

n den jz lik usual gathering, v ate, v mess up, n dey go home... =)

ANYWAY, GREAT DAY....

shopping for d steamboat.... =)

v tried on glasses lik SHA POH... LOL




an orange holding an orange... haha



v had crab for steamboat!!! yummy...

YAM SENG~~~!!!!!!!