valentine's

2010-02-11T05:22:00.000-08:00

i'll miss dis meal....!!!!!

2009-10-05T05:28:00.000-07:00

how i celebrate my mooncake festival?
i din eat with my family cox my dad was on a trip 2 vietnam n my bro go PAK TO wif her gf....
but it's ok... cox i had a very nice dinner wif my mum n her frens...
v used 1 n a half hour 2 reach there(selayang), half an hour 2 choose fresh n still living seafood,1 hour 2 wait 2 d dishes(damn long de....),1 hour 2 eat n 1 hour for driving home....

dat means...... 5 hours for a dinner!!!!! lol....

but anyway, i din regret at all.... although im suppose 2 study bio dat night, but if let me choose again, i will still go.... cox, d seafood is damn fresh laaa!!!!! best!!!!

ok, 1st, small abalone~~!!!

look delicious right? actually reali not bad la...

ok, my 2nd favourite... d most expensive 1....
ALASKA CRAB!!!!!

d meat was so sweet n fresh!! omg.... nice.... should try dis once in ur lifetym...LOL

OK....... MY FAVOURITE,FAVOURITE... REALI FAVOURITE....

i was 6 wen i 1st ate dis.... i was in australia.... dey catch from d sea n straight away let us eat...
no nid cook or wat..... jz add some lime if u wan.....
after dat day, IM TOTALLY IN LOVE WIF IT!!! oh god... it's so nice....

dang dang dang dang..... it's........ OYSTER!!!!!!

d oyster was so fresh!!!! wen i put d whole oyster in my mouth, my body became... i dunno how 2 explain.... d feeling of 'AHHHH......', n take a deep breath? exactly d feeling!!!!
so damn nice until i almost forgot there r 2 aunties sitting infront of me...lol....
so fresh dat u cn still taste d sea.... n it's quite big.... longer den my finger...
my mouth was fulll wen i put it in.... LOL....
ahhhhhh..... u guys should jz try FRESH OYSTER... i mean reali fresh...
dose oyster in restaurant usually not dat nice... some even u should jz throw it...

ANYWAY, here i am 2 announce...................................

OYSTER is back 2 d 1st place in my favourite food list.... LOL.....

My BiRthDay.... FEW MONTHS AGO....

2009-09-18T06:10:00.000-07:00

LOL....
i jz wanna thank all my frens hu celebrated my birthday with me....
well, i noe dis is way too late as my birthday was 20th of may... LOL....

anyway, i was so so so so happy on dat day....
i sang 4 tyms birthday song dat day... LOL
1st, my bsmm frens n juniors... (although it was a bit swt..)
2nd n 3rd tym were wif my classmates... LOL
my fren brian started d song after my malay oral... totally freak me out...
I WAS LIK, WAT??!! SHHH... (in my heart la...dun feel lik screaming in front of pn phang)
d last birthday song was wif my family... SO SWEET!!!
oh man, v ate d best dinner in ITALLIANESE!!
d food was DELICIOUS, d feel was GREAT... n most importantly i was wif my family...
dat night was so.... WARM....
(as in... i can feel d love... LOL.... although dey jz dun lik 2 show it too much)

n... d presents were great too... i love dem...
LOTS OF CHOCOLATES from my f5 bsmm frens...
(wanted 2 take a pic of it, but din manage 2 tahan until i reach home... LOL)
pencil case from my girls in s7.....
bottle from my LAO GONG- miaw fen.....
d spoiled keychain from weil shern... (oops... sorry)
d seeds from js.... (n dis proved dat im really dumb in planting...)
n an ang pao from tan wei chun.... (lol..... d funniest persent of all!!!!)

CONCLUSION.... i LOVE my birthday dis year!!
n next year, im 18...
my birthday wish is..... WATCH WATEVA 18PL MOVIE WIF MY FRENS!!!!
lol.... cox im damn not shuang y all d nice movie r 18pl...
so next year if d person dare 2 ask how old am i, i will show him my ic n say...
CAN U C DIS??!!! IM 18 2DAY!!!!!

回到属于自己的地方了…

2009-09-16T06:23:00.000-07:00

落叶停在大地…
大浪找到了海岸…
太阳在山谷间消失…

而我，找到了他… ＝）

我没哭…是因为我真的哭不出来…

2009-08-08T00:31:00.000-07:00

（迟了一个星期的POST，PAISEH…）

我没哭…是因为我真的哭不出来…
在那天之前，我一直以为我会忍不住，哭出来…
可是，出乎意料的是，我哭不出…

曾经以为，我没想象中的感性。又或许，我并不是这么地舍不得。
可是，回家想想后，发现，其实也不是这样的。
还记得，那天的我是从头笑到尾。
眼前看到的只有JUNIORS的努力和关心，而心里是无尽的感动。
那种感觉，是无法想象的。
从来没想过他们也会感激我们。

我只是想说，可能你们会以为我们没感觉，不过我相信他们的心里深深深深处都有一丝丝的感动。他们没发觉到而已吧！

也没什么特别…

2009-07-23T08:04:00.000-07:00

27 JULY 2009，有什么特别？

没什么啊。也不就是一个星期一LO…
一个又有周会的星期一吧。
一个SIEN 到让人想大睡的星期一。
可能会有ENGLISH ORAL 吧。
ERM，早上去个热闹点的地方LO…
不用在快步走去BSMM ROOM…
或许也不用再烦有什么事还没做。
下课不用再狼吞虎咽，可以慢条斯理地吃了。
也没有理由留校了。
放下了NAIB的身份，或许可以更轻松吧。

其实，也没什么特别啦。也不过只是个星期一。

接受

2009-07-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

这个世界，每个人的性格和想法都不同。偶尔产生磨檫也是理所当然的。

我们不需要喜欢每个人，可是我个人认为，我们应该接受他们。
接受并不代表赞同，只是放开愤怒的方法之一。

当然，这道理只是环绕在“意见不合”的情况下。
如果那人是错的话，什么大道理也不能维护他。

或许，这不只是或许而已…

2009-07-11T06:21:00.000-07:00

或许，他只忙着为她庆祝生日。

或许我是不重要的…

或许…他只把我当成笑话……

正火着…

2009-07-08T04:56:00.000-07:00

废话，废话一大片！！！！
真的很想站在你前面大骂！！
什么鬼烂东西…！！！
我告诉你，给我滚开！！！！！！！
§×％￥§＄￥＄（×￥〔×§）§（〕§＄％￥＃＄％￥＃￥×）￥×

CONCLUSION：你这个死笨蛋！

我想对全校的JUNIORS说…

2009-07-03T07:11:00.000-07:00

人生就是这样…
总会有做得不够好的时候。
谁不想把手上的事好好地完成？谁不想做得比长辈好？（家长也好，SENIOR也好）
心里想着：到时，我肯定做得比他好！
谁没有想过？我，是肯定有想过…
或许我是个失败的例子。不过我倒觉得我做的不错。可以更好，不过至少以后不会遗憾。
我听到不少JUNIORS“反”AJK的事情。甚至有个团体幼稚到，连最后一个月还在反。
拜托！与其浪费时间讨论他们的失败，不如想想如何达到成功！
难道那一个月你也不肯让你的SENIOR 好好过吗？

他们不能让你满意，不是他们的错。他们只是做得不够好。
什么叫做错？如果他放下所有事情，把你们的社团丢进火海，这才是错！！

是，我也曾经是JUNIOR。我也曾经渴望SENIOR的关心与支持。
对于每个细节，我都放在心上。
我只是想说，你们又可否想过我们也需要支持？
曾经，就有一位SENIOR告诉我，他们需要我们的支持。那时，我领悟的“支持”很表面。
如今我才知道，那“支持”的真正意义和它带来的魔力。
其实我相信，SENIORS 要求JUNIORS的支持，是有点过分。毕竟我们站出来就应该坚强。
我不怪那些渴望关心的JUNIORS，毕竟人是自私的。
在人们最深的那一层，人们只希望从别人得到关心，甚至是好处。

当然，可能有人也会做到一位好领袖。
我只想提醒那些想反AJK的人，在你说别人的不足前，先想想你是不是真的可以好过他？
在你EXTREMELY不满他前，我想奉劝你一句。你以后很有可能会后悔你当初如此的反叛。
不是因为他做的比你好，是你知道，你已经伤害了他的心。在他承受莫大的压力时，你没有帮他，反而狠狠得往他踏了一脚。

*我不是因为自己的JUNIOR反自己而写了这些。我知道他们没有。至少我没看到。只是想在临走前，表达一下我对“JUNIORS对SENIORS不满”的意见。
再次，我想对我FORM 4 的JUNIORS 说，加油！我本身认为你们可以做得很好。

原来我很想念那首歌…

2009-06-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

今天，我终于鼓起勇气，再次听回那首对我很重要的歌…一首我曾经深爱的歌。可是前阵子，我发现我真的把那首歌给遗忘了…

刚才在我最伤心的时候，我不知道我还能找谁。
我想起了那一幕。
我不应该只是傻笑。或许，那时我应该给些反应。就因为那无聊的傻笑，造成了如今小小的遗憾。

我以为我知道我不再听那首歌的理由。但是，我现在却怀疑我是不是还不敢面对那人、事。物。可能我是为了那曾经的不珍惜而遗憾。
那天，看见它，我的心紧得差点让我窒息。当朋友问我什么事时，我真的不知道。
我想我现在知道了。

或许你会看到一头雾水。我想看得明白的人或许都不会看到这一大篇的废话。
还有，如果你有一丁点的担心的话，我没事。＝）

anyway, thank you for reading this too...

Super Sweet~~

2009-06-01T06:42:00.000-07:00

2day, i watched a very sweet movie at HBO...
dun reali rmb d title... it's something " a boy girl thing"....
anyway, in d movie, d nerd girl hates d popular guy a lot...
dey always fight... n 1 day.. deir soul swtiched...
den, dey try 2 ruin each other's life by doing stg bad...
bt at last, dey both noe each other betta n.... dey fall in love....

well, dis may sounds LAO TU 2 u....
bt 2 me... it's damn sweet.....
at almost d end of d story, wen dey look into each other's eyes...
ok... SO SWEET~~~
(if no kissing i oso would think it's sweet lo....)

btw, dis is y i lik 2 watch tv...
i could find a perfect life in there...
find a perfect 'bf'... (im still normal.... i think so)
n i could dream for anithing i wan n forget abt my probs during d period... =)

p.s : im still aware dat tv n dis world r totally diff... dun worry... it's jz 1 of my way 2 let myself relax.... =)

lets talk abt guys....

2009-05-29T06:52:00.001-07:00

sudenly i think d male characters in d drama r super man~ lol
not sure whether dey exist in dis real world...
but i still think... DEY R SUPER MAN...

well, which type of person dat i think he is MAN?
1) he must b responsible
2) he will always improve himself n achieve a higher aim
3) he will neva PO MA lik a women or slow motion lik a turtle
4) he will b there 2 comfort his gf wen she's in trouble( n oso solve d prob if he's able 2 do so)
5)he must b romantic at any place, anytime n not oni wen d girl request
6)he cn always make his gf smile or LOL

* if all dese match wif a MAN look, BINGO!

OK~~ dream's over~~
anyway, dis is jz wat i think... =)

a special day.... =)

2009-05-03T07:44:00.001-07:00

my frens n i had a celebration party.... for d camp v organized(bsmm)...

we (form 5 girls) went shopping in pasar n IOI mall for d dinner...

n v even tried on some sun glasses!! (luckily d manager din halau us out) LOL

n den jz lik usual gathering, v ate, v mess up, n dey go home... =)

ANYWAY, GREAT DAY....

shopping for d steamboat.... =)

v tried on glasses lik SHA POH... LOL

an orange holding an orange... haha

v had crab for steamboat!!! yummy...

YAM SENG~~~!!!!!!!

*{{Sz3 G33T}}*